rain. . . ... another attempt at this "writing" thing....

its raining outside
and she doesnt want to go
she sits at the window
as the rain trickles down the glass,
watching the drops as they fall
fall, fall, fall..

she knows she should try
to step out of this barricade of lies
but theres so many things,
holding her back,
excuses,
keeping her from stepping out

who wants to run in the rain
who wants mascara running down their face
she already has that and she doesnt know why
her heart is crying out
she cant help but cry...
for redemption

she knows His name
He knows her love
even though she doesnt show it enough
she is accepted and it scares her to death
how could someone love her, in all of this mess

-jami leigh-